Words Along the Thinking Mind

Massive destructive thoughts been spinning in my mind past few days, causing blood rush and hasten heart beats.

I couldn’t believe the chaotic scenes that was generated but I felt relief that they didn’t come true.

Talk peace, as they listened. And I have finally said almost everything I would have said.

Still, some things bothered me as I slide these Bejeweled Blitz gems in three before I sleep.

I once thought..
those who have ears don’t listen, those who listen, do not care..

I hope it is not happening. I want to help out of help and nothing in return this time cause I love.

I hope things improve and I didn’t just spring her back into the trap and him into mindless thoughts & emotional disasters beyond control.

I have such fear of it falling apart despite I tried my best this evening, because I do not ever think ppl understand what I try to convey (I’m never good at it), I do not think ppl believe in things that I believe, for I believe in outliers. I guess I’m living in my world of my own pipe-dreams (which never happen).

Words from my mind some times doesn’t makes sense to ordinary people. I hope they don’t wake up feeling that way.

The rain at this hour seems like some kind of grievance brought from god, a setting which perfectly suits a helpless who tried his best and yet it didn’t change a thing. I hope not.

I hope they see it clearly.. And the will to do it again.

I hope they stay intact..

I hope..

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